My antidote

This week has been completely hard, mentally. I'm thinking too much. I also thinking of unnecessary and unimportant things, really really wasting time. My high school mate ever said : if there's something sucks u up, go find antidote immediately. I did it. And my antidote was cooking! hohohohoho.....
For the first time in my life, I was cooking, 100% by myself. No mom, no her helping hand, just me alone at kitchen yesterday afternoon. I made Steam Cashew Brownies...haiiyahh...sounds great, eh? I read the recipe, ingredients and how to, looked easy, so I started cooking with big self-confidence. It was going well untiiiilll.....I realized my mistake while I mixing the dough. The title of the cook was STEAM, so it had to be steamed using steamer. But why oh why I took out OVEN.!! That was totally idiot. In recipe it told that it was
for a brass. It was wrong, the dosage in that recipe is enough to make 2 brass of brownies. Everything was going crazy. The tidy kitchen changed into a mess. But the point is, with all the craziness happened yesterday, I could stay calm and cool. I wasn't angry, didn't bark or threw any kitchen tools away that I used to to if something doesn't going right at kitchen. I practised the anger management, and it worked. I didn't really hope that my brownies would taste good cause of the previous craziness. But, it taste great, after all.! hahahaha..... I'm so happy.. My mom gave her compliment when she tasted it.
And today mom and I made Otak-otak, it's a spesific meal from south sulawesi. Mom ever made it, once. It was good, but it could be more yummy than that. So we tried cooking it using different recipe. I made the otak-otak, mom made the peanut sauce. The result is, better than before, but still can more than this hahahaha... We'll try again on the other time :)